It's funny the way life turns to be! Today you have something, the next day you have none, but you got new things, not like the old ones, but sometimes better.
I'm facing so many changes in my life and seeing how other's are changing too. What used to be important to me, is any more... what used to be scary, now seems enjoyable.
I was thinking some secs ago about how things used to be, and I started missing the oldies and wishing to have them back, but then when I saw what they have become, I wished them not but started to hate what they have turned into.
I thought I was alone, then I found myself surrounded by new things and people whom I didn't want to see in order to keep sticked to the old things... now I realize how beautiful new can be, and there's nothing to feel scared about.
I didn't want to let things go... now that I did, I just feel relief and peace, for I'm following my new path and my old dreams which I didn't want to accomplish because of fear of what they would say.
Elitism is not my style, I just came to realize that too, and faithfulness, my greatest motto. Hate fake people and even more those that pretend to care when they just want to eat you alive, destroy you.
Sometimes I'm forced to do things I don't want to do just for not loosing other things I appreciate so much... Other times I'm forced not to do certain things (even if I really want to) so I wont hurt somebody or loose them forever.
It's funny how life turns to be, it's funny how life roles on me, it's funny how He works in me, it's funny... all is funny