So what if I still love you?

PUT THE BLAME ON ME!!

Remember me

I have been missing you so much, thinking about you, can't get you out of my mind. A year ago all was so different... now I only have bitter ashes of those memories that are gone.


I still ask to myself if you remember me... if there is any reason that makes you think about me.


You have a new life, so do I, but that don't keeps me from thinking over and over. My mind seems to play against me, for when I less expect it, you just pop up and there's nothing I can do. You meant so much for me, and now you are no one, just a phantom in a dark room.


I see you and I just wish all went wrong for you, so you could become the same of before, but that won't happen, and besides, it's selfish. You are never coming back, and that hurts. Sometimes I think that I might just be jealous of you, your "success" your new "friends" and new life... all new but me, for I'm out now.


Should I tell you the truth or should I keep it to myself? I don't know. Silence sometimes if the best thing to keep, but please, I beg, remember me even once in a while, so I might not die, die in a turmoil of forgotten thoughts.

Just don't forget that we had good times too.

Merry Xmas

Nice way to dissimulate your shock!